Is it
to fill the emptiness in our lives with granules of thoughts?
Because
we believe we have something to say?
we cannot speak and so we write?
we are filled with bitterness at what we see?
Run away from all of them and all of these?
we love and dare not say it?
of the strange urge of self- expressionism?
we wanna document our experiences for posterity?
believe that the message is in the medium?
no one notices me otherwise?
of my urge to escape reality?
I really need a group to belong?
I have nowhere else to turn?
I am intensely lonely?
It is just vanity publishing?
Could you tell me why you blog?
Tag Archives: Life
River Ganges
As you unlock yourself from the Himalayas,
Hurling boulders as they gurgle along side you,
Reformat this ancient, harrowed , civil terrain,
I stand by your decrepit bank in fear and awe,
Touch your cold water to soothe my torments
Wash my sins, drench my dilapidated emotions,
Watch the decrepit dirt slip away in the splash of your colours
I think of my ramshackle past, then, snap the tenuous thread
Death of thought, of reflect, of felt, of sensate, of disgust,
Birth of light, of detach, of spirit, so indifferent, of calm,
A thousand lamps lit along you in hurried, hazy hues
Each one a tear drop of time, your biographer,
Me lost save in your arms , so welcome icy cold,
You drench with your countless drops, chill my fire within.
The Climb up in Life
Barefoot climb.
Steep plane vertical.
Holding onto slippery rails.
Hills Blue and Black.
Dark, deep forests swaying wild.
Hot rocks smouldering.
Stones simmering in noon heat.
Lone companion on a long trudge .
Looking for the crest.
Elusive with every step.
Yet higher the ascend.
Hear the irregularity of breath.
The blaze of a fire.
Then the Sight of the Invisible.
Complexed
The Crowd; so close, so far ahead.
Amidst them, I feel left behind.
Their soft whispers are loud,
Declaims of success- their brand.
Let me sit up tonight with my hurt,
Try to catch up what I may have lost.
An Author and his work…
Is it vanity? Or is it creativity? This urge to write…
Even if it is vanity, (my friend Patrick feels it is so) , it keeps my mind active.
I am compelled to think. I am compelled to think as I type.
To blog , I have to read too. So I end up reading and writing.
That is a good thing to do in a swift transforming world.
This is the age of discontinuity as Toffler said.
So I try to change myself.
I want to change from a mundane being to an intellectual tortoise.
I cannot change others.
I can change myself.
Racing Against Time
Somedays , (and now so more recently) I get a feel that I need to do things faster.
I may be running out of time.
I need to leave a mark on the sands.
But then the tides wipe them away.
I shall try again.
Sands
New Road
Pebbles smooth wet, sweat on them.
Bull Dozer crushes.
Cars zip fast – Ingratitude.
Rendezvous at the farm house
You, me and the ancient house,
Walls where we inscribed sketches,
With soot of embers of hidden dreams,
Carbonated curls stuck on every rafter,
Fresh breath of youth on every tree leaf,
Rain drenched soil running away so shy,
Chased by mischievous waters in a gush,
Meandering in weaves of hopes,
Twirls on twirls of suppressed feel,
Now to stare and declare in silence,
None to disturb this quietude,
Except a tremble, now a tremor,
Then a certain stillness within ,
Just you, me and this farm house.
Feeling…
Not to feel is a loss.
Not to be felt for is a calamity.
